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the strangeness of other lives

by facsimiles

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1.
home 04:40
a long day in the sun a long drive off to somewhere unknown a heart full and prepared to leave as long as you'll go with me is it finally done? one last goodbye to everyone oh home, home is a fleeting thing we'll always be rebuilding our lives packed into lists i somehow thought it'd be more than this surrounded by all this stuff that never could be the whole of us that never could be the whole of us we won't let go the folks we've known the things we've seen, the ways we've grown in the afterglow as our lives have changed i know this place will be a part of me oh what you leave and what you keep and precious dreams there's no way to bring and there's no peace in some future when cause i don't know if we'll be back again i don't know if we'll be back again a long drive in the rain arriving to an unfamiliar place, and feeling surprised to say that we've got plans to stay our lives packed into lists i somehow thought it'd be more than this surrounded by all this stuff that never could be the whole of us that never could be the whole of us doubts arise as as night draws near i'm still not used to the sunsets here with light at my back and the dark on the lake could this have all been a big mistake oh what you leave and what you keep and precious dreams there's no way to bring and there's no peace in some future when cause i don't know if we'll go back again i don't know if we'll go back again searching for warmth in the sun remembering where we've come from oh home, this ever-changing thing we'll always be discovering
2.
bombs away 04:07
if i fill this up and away can we find another to take its place kites only rise pushing against all the winds that seem to be their friends if there's a sound i'd like to make it would be a quiet sort of thing like a seed in the earth tucked away trust it'll come back someday off and on, this wandering innocence wondering if i'll ever meet it again feels like we're well past bombs away and i'm already in the fallout phase no regret that things went this way i'm just trying to carve out a space off and on, this wandering innocence wondering if i'll ever meet it again once it's gone it seems so far away fall in debt, the trap is set, and i try to say if i only i could get a little break i'm hiding on the other side of it there's concrete in my fingertips i've tried but i can't do much with this if i only i could get a little break i'm hiding on the other side of it in the place where the sapling grows and you grow with it feels like we're well past bombs away and i'm already in the fallout phase no regret that things went this way i'm just trying to carve out a space
3.
ghosts 02:54
every knife you didn't fall upon every ledge where you didn't slip every night you fell asleep alone every hope left unfulfilled trapped in my head with the ghosts all around of the people i could have been of the lives i never found more days we have years for more pages than books can fill you can hear the wish in every song you can make yourself sick just going on to keep on going on it's a deadly little trick somehow to be more than this body made of more stars than we could ever see
4.
mirror 04:04
when you see a lost day in the fallen leaves comes the memory you were least expecting when you're walking and lost in a foreign place oh so often you already know the way everything is a mirror built with seeds of your own fire reflecting what you've come for look closely can you find yourself what you see in the lines of your own name what you learn from the cold while you're inside it what you fail to convey in short phrase what you hear in a room that's been long-silent when you're sure that you've been down this hallway when you feel understood without having to say it you're reminded again that there's no way to see anything but through your eyes only everything is a mirror built with seeds of your own fire reflecting what you've come for look closely can you find yourself
5.
an unbearable weight the far sight of it the long pull of fate as to how it will begin in the wind and the rain or from the veins to the drain or in the folds of a face growing old and thin it's a call from you on what i thought was nothing but a normal afternoon and the awful news see the birds in the tree a whole family and the space between the leaves that lets the sunlight in i want to feel that safe wrap the trust in things will it always feel fake or could i find it again? is it a sane thing to think that it was always this way in a sense, meant to be or really never hadn't been and the fear that it brings to feel how temporary are all the very things that make you most want to live cause i just wanna sing a song with you if we've got time just hold you close and share an afternoon and let a smile break through i just wanna walk along with you and try for this short time to keep my eyes on this astounding view and let these moments bloom

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the release date is a lie, but so are lots of things.

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released December 31, 2021

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